Not so far away.....

So what can I say.....words to describe the experiance that I have been experiancing....Well here in India, there doesn't come a day that isn't reflected. How am I doing here? What am doing here? What do they mean by that? How can I be more of a help? How can I grow? What am I learning? Sometimes I think, I think to much.

But the past week, while staying in a guest house for a language camp I was rewarded with a deeper understanding of India and just thinking of the past month spent here. India is hard to understand, there is alot going on. But being right next to the Ganga river during language camp, I feel like I have a better understanding of India and the religion here. See Varanasi is considered a holy city for Hindus and the Ganga river, is holy to them. I feel for me to really understand this land, I need to start by seeing how the people here see the world. Talking with foreigners that have been here around ten years, they said, "it seems like God let you know and see all that you can handle"......

As I am here back in our apartment , I realized that God is exposing different aspects of Indian life to me at the time that is right . So as my mind is always on a race to figure things out, I sit back and trust that I am here for a reason and God is in control of what I will see and do about what is observed.

SO thanks for everything,
Blessings and love
Jessica e.